Hey guys.... been a long time... had some tough times as of late.
so i might just type it.... get some it out of my system.

about a mouth ago my dogs died, (im crying as im typing this) they got out of their area and ran onto the road, they were both gone in a second. i still dont think it is fair. it was a week till thir 3rd birthday. so i kinda feel into depression, to the point were my family wouldnt leave me aloneat any point thinking i would hurt myself (yes, i was that bad) i think it my fault because i was panicing about my phtotgraphy, my computer crashed, got a new computer then i couldnt find my phtotshop disc... that night my family looked everywhere and i was making a huge deal out of it cause my phtotgraphy was due in a week and i had done only one bored out of three. so we didnt notice they got out. i think one of the times a ran out to my roon i left the gate open, (im crying a lot now, thank got no one can see... yay for enternet)so im just starting to get better. still cry when i see dogs.... or hear them.... or anything really, its kinda stupid... but thats me. im glad to have mates who looked after me. this is a shout out to those who came to my place when my family had gone out, thanks for keeping an eye on me.

now that that the really sad part is done, some good news. i have finished NCEA exams! todays was my last, now i gotta know what the hell to do next year.... most likly cooking.

well, dont expect any art. maybe phtography... but im just getting my life back to normal (as normal as my life can be anyways).

well, bye