As for the title, there is a simple reason for my anger. It also explains why i am never online. The reason? Well...... my STUPID school has BLOCKED deviantart!!!!! The only time i really ever go on is when i am at school! I have been fighting to get it back, but alas, my plea has fallen on deaf ears. My anger cant even be put into words. >

Well, onto the next thing... IM 18!!! (im so old) and i didnt get a cake or a party!!!! what is my world coming to!?! i had a big long grumble about this fact for most of the month. I wanted to stupidly big party, but mama and papa made me work. (their stupid shops tride is slowing down, so the FORCE me to work!!! i dont even get paid!!!) But they are flying me to chirstchurch to see my sister as my gift. i cant wait! she is taking me clubing and stuff! It will be great fun! She is also showing me her uni.

Speaking of unis, i went to Victoria open day the other day. that was fun! it is in wellington, and we were there whan that big earthquake happened! i was really long, mama found that i didnt even care, she was freaking..... i caouldnt really panic.... it was 2am for goodness sake! but yeah, that was fun. But Andrew, Toby and Daniel meet up wid me and we hung out till 11pm, but from 6 - 11 they made me fun up so many f-ing stairs! i tell you now, Wellington is not flat! i mean one starecase took me an hour to climb, then they got lost and we wondered around the city for too long. i mean im not really unfit, but oh my god! i died at the end of it. My legs till hurt!!!

oh! i while back i had the ball! Cerise was my date! (ha! i say that all the time, people give my oss looks) it was ok... the band sucked! At the afterball, i just slept. since i dont drink, there aint much to do at an afterball.... but yeah... people cryed (that was strange) And daniel ran into the t.v. that was funny. and thats the sum up of the ball.

So, at the moment i am just panicing about my school work since i am really behind, (as always) speaking of which, i gotta do an essay.

TTFN

p.s. Oi! jenelle! i might come say hi at some point in study. tell me when i can! (i hope you read this)